Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Out of expection. R.I.P friend

I didn't know about the news even after I logged-in to my Facebook account that day and found many friends were posting something weird and that made me feel really curious because they didn't mention any name, I just knew that they're talking about someone is dead due to accident the day before yesterday afternoon and I wasn't even bother to actually know anything about it. But then one of my babe's called me and said something that shocked me really shocked me out of my wits, she first asked me if I know anyone named Dreitzmer Soberano because he is gone, forever, I was shocked, I didn't believe it at first and I asked her to not playing around about it over and over again and please do not playing pranks around because this thing is serious, she then asked me to read one of our friend sister blogs, and she was not playing about it. It was true, my tears began to drop, and I can't stop it, our friend is gone, forever due to accident. He is a handsome philipines guy but he can speak Chinese fluently, he has Chinese relatives too, he is friendly, I know him he is friendly, he has the sweetest smiles, you could often see him smiling. He's the karate expert, he's good in basketball and Dota games, we wouldn't find anyone like him. We have to accept it anyhow because God loves him even more, he invited him (and his two other relatives too, and the other people who also got involved in the accident) to live together with him in Heaven and I believe that. It hurt's me when I think back about the last met I have with him, I have so many picture of meeting with him in mind that I think that maybe it's the last one, so I didn't really could tell the exact one so I'm really sorry. After I've read my friend blog about him, I called my bf and asked him where he is, because Dreitz is his best friend, his brother, part of his family too, then he told me he's at the hospital, so he already learn about the shocked news earlier than me, then I asked him how's Dreitz, he dropped into state of dismay and he cried and he said 'he's gone' I can't hold my tears, Dreitz is a good and the most friendlier guy I have ever known. I decided to go to the hospital to see him too but I do not know how because I had no transport at the time, my parents were outside downtown and didn't came home for a few hours, I'm alone with both of my younger sister at home. But I made it to the hospital too, my babe's called me and asked me if I want to join them because they're going to see him, after getting ready I took my rosary with me and told my sister that I will be going to see my friend and asking her to take care of my younger sister. I can't stop crying, the first thought I think about was the time ( I think that was the last time we talked ) it was Sunday and he went to the studio ( dancer studio ) he looked at David and their friends were dancing and I heard he said to his friend that it's nice to see people dance, he was standing behind me and that's why I could hear him clearly, then he and my bf decided to have their lunch at Nurjanah restaurant, so I followed them too, they decided to just take away the food and eat them at the studio. When we arrived at the restaurant, Dreitz said to us just order and take what we want and he'll pay for it but I refused and said to him that I was full and I can't accept anything more in my tummy, I still remember he then said to me 'are you really full or shy?'' with his sweetest smiles and he giggled then I laughed and I said that I am really sorry but I was so so full, then he said how about drinks? I said I only wants mineral water and I'll buy them later at the market. He often told my bf how much he wants to meet my bf but he always couldn't find the right time and he promised him that he would go back to studio again another day to meet him. I still remember the time we had spent together at the KFC, SAGA, swimming pool although it was just for a very short time .Dreitz,I befriend with you for just a very short period and the pain I got is painful enough, how could we tell about his family and his close friends? :'( When I think back about the faces of him, his smiles, his voice, I still couldn't believe that he's gone forever, not really forever, we'll meet him and be reunited with him again when the time has come :'). Friends, event though I know how hard it is to forget someone that we just couldn't believe that God wants him to leave at his young age, and it never cross our mind that something like that will happen to him and it happened, we have to accept it anyway, time will tell, the pain in our heart will be healed, be strong okay ? :')

May your soul rest in peace
Dreitzmer Soberano 
October 14 1995-November 21 2011

1 comment :

Ayu Lianna Ahmid said...

May his soul rest in peace :')