Funeral.

I drafted this post yesterday for some reason.

25th of November 2011.
Today I went to my friend, Dreitzmer Soberano funeral ceremony to pay our last respect for him, his funeral mass start around 9am like that but I came early at around 8.15am like that because I heard some people said that the mass will be held at 8am, it doesn't matter anyway. My hero (Daddy, my dad is my hero while Sheridann is my warrior) when I first stepped inside the Cathedrals my heart sinks deep down and I can tell that I was actually felt really painful inside my heart because I was still can't believe that I was actually attending my friend funeral mass. But as I entered the Church with my fella's and my sister-in-law wannabe and I saw his body lying lifelessly inside the coffin and I realized that I should face the fact that he's really gone, he's not REALLY gone, but he's just moving to another world and living his entire life with God in Heaven, I believe in that. When it's time to queue on the line to pay the last respect for the late Dreitzmer, I prayed for him and trying to not letting my tears out as I was trying to be happy that he's now living with God in heaven to, of course we should be happy to know that he's now living with God, but what I couldn't accept is I just couldn't believe that he's already gone, he's gone at his young ages, and this is not a dream, he suffered the pain during the accident, we could see all the wounds all over his body and face. I took a deep breath and trying to understand the concept of Heaven after death, and I know that he's now happy, who doesn't happy to live in heaven? it wasn't easy to enter heaven, he's a good guy, and I know that he's invited to live with God in heaven, all we have to do is pray for him, everyday. After the mass all of us went to the Chinese cemetery in front the SMK GUNSANAD I, he's buried safely, the sun is shining brightly, it's good to know that :) Then, his family invited us to their house to have lunch, we spent our time at their house for about 1-2 hours, talking with his father, his relatives, his father gave us the late Dreitzmer photo album and it's included all pictures since he was a little baby, he's really cute, and his father said the late Dreitz has a curl hair and we all know that, he said that when he was still a little young boy, they keep his hair extending naturally and his father also said that they used to keep his hair extending longer and longer until he was about to enter his kindergarten school, he looks like a girl when we saw his picture in the album yet he's really cute and the hair suits him very well :D. We move downtown after that and spent a little time with the other fella's and especially with my boyfriend, I go back home around 4.30pm like that because mom's said I need to go back home early for some reason, my cousin is celebrating his 11th birthday in my grandmama's house and that's the reason. Sheridann hugs me and kiss me real tight and I promised him that we'll going to meet again this Sunday, honestly, I already miss him so much !